Friendship has been a cornerstone of my life since the earliest days. In 1953, at age 3, I met my best friend Michelle at a half way point (a large rock) between our suburban homes which were 4 houses apart. At that stage I somehow knew that life without her wasn’t as much fun, and we both understood we could share anything and everything and it was just between us. Our friendship did not survive forever – though a few years ago we connected by phone and tried to “catch up”. It was a great call, but Michelle no longer is the only one I want to be with. And that is OK. She was an awesome “best friend” as a little kid.
In 8th grade, I met Joan at a “Math Fair” at a college connected to the private high school we were set to attend together come 9th grade. Not sure why, but we just “clicked” and became lasting and incredibly joined at the hips best friends who shared and grew up together as teens, figured out being smart together, how to be good people, how to share and explore feelings, and also how to be grown up career girls as soon as we could. Many wondered at our closeness — I was an outgoing and bold girl, Joan was quiet, introverted and rather risk adverse. But we became BFs and explored so much of life together before we were nearly middle-aged and drifted apart as our life choices and life experiences pulled us in different directions and locations. Am planning to see Joan next year at our mutual 50th high school reunion next year – we will hug and always know we shared a unique special bond. She really was an awesome best friend when I needed one.
As a 34-year-old single working woman, I met Alayne when I moved to a small town near NYC and went about growing my work expertise and expanding my business. We lived in the same apartment building on the same floor – she, newly broken up with a long-term boyfriend and was working successfully — me into my career with a complicated love life. In any case, we spent lots of time together and bonded as special and yes “best” friends. We both were at a place in our lives that made “hanging out together” and constantly sharing and talking the easiest and simplest—and yes, best way, to handle our lifestyles and pressing life issues. Alayne was in my wedding in 1998 and a few years later literally dropped out of my life – she moved, I tried unsuccessfully to stay in touch with her, but she clearly wanted or needed to disappear. I was extremely sad over this loss, but again treasured the times we had as “besties”.
My “best friends” Michelle, Joan and Alayne played important roles in my life. They were part of who shaped me and part of how I became pre-fabulous. The importance and enduring memories of our times together will always be a source of big smiles and a tug to my heart. But now, as a fabulous over 60 woman, you may have found, as I have, that the concept of a “best friend” isn’t really relevant anymore. Friends are more essential than ever, critical to our lives and our health, but defining one person or several as “best friends” seems somehow not just old- fashioned but childish and diminutive. Being best friends was all about exclusion and needing absolute acceptance and reinforcement of ourselves as we were developing but hardly yet independent. Now, as interdependent older women, we need intimacy, support, and closeness – but we no longer need or want relationships that exclude others nor find it useful or beneficial to have friends who can’t disagree with us.
Friendship is a MUCH BIGGER concept to me than it used to be. Friendships now include a variety of relationships – each unique and special and necessary, but not filled with nagging or long-practiced obligations. I now recognize that every friendship forms and evolves – some last, others do not. The reasons these friendships last or not are endless but ultimately unimportant. We have wonderful friends in our lives at this stage because we want to. We actively choose these special people to spend our shrinking and valuable time with. We “release” those who are no longer a fit as friends, just wishing them well on their life journey. Sometimes a “friend” is a new person we just feel compelled to know and “be with” and we make it happen.
FabulousOver60 women have learned to comfort ourselves. We still need support and comfort from those we love, but we don’t need to be rescued. Great friendship expands us now. It helps us be smarter and better people. The relationships are fun, supportive, and respectful of our own lives and needs – as well as supportive of our friends’ lives too. We don’t ask our friends to be our mother, shrink, or solvers of problems and challenges that are our own responsibility. We ask for advice from some, we avoid asking others.
We listen carefully to our friends. We “read” when they need us and get ourselves THERE — and we know how to allow our friends the space and privacy they need till ready to share. Our friends are those who accept us as we are. We, in turn, accept them as they are. No one is likely our ‘bestie’ anymore – we know all the great friendships we have are the surest way out there to add joy, peace, calm, insight, support and laughs to our lives.
I am always saying “less is more” in Fabulous blog posts — let me take that back when it comes to friends.